Bittersweet.
I woke up late today. I wasn't able to attend my 6am - 7:00am class. I set my alarm clock to 5:25pm instead of 5:25am. FML. I finally got the email I was waiting for last night. I felt happy and sad at the same time. I don't know what to expect. It's going to be a long journey and I'm going to have to go through this alone just like what I have been doing in the last 2 years. I feel kind of guilty though, but then again why should I? they don't even think about me anymore. They have moved on with their lives, I should be too. I deserve this.
I had a good cry last night. It finally sunk in. I am going to be away for 2 or 3 years. I won't be able to see Yan and Zib for a long time. :( I can't even imagine it. They were my source of comfort when I was at the lowest point of my life. They made me forget about my problems. It sounds cliche but it's true.
Well enough about the sentimental posts. I promise to post more happy stuff in the next few days. Today is the first day of my favorite part of the year! :) To anyone who's reading this (if ever I have one hehe) I promise it's going to be a happy week ahead! Viva Pit Senyor! :)
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